I need to keep focus and just settle in the rat race not quitting. We should get the opportunity to have studies paid... any studies. And I should take advantage of that. When the time comes, submit to get the teaching credentials and the media specialist credentials. This should be a 2 year journey if it happens... not bad thinking I've been just looking for answers for 5 years now.
So... Stay as you are. Get enrolled. Get financial help to complete courses I need. And then make it so. That is the plan. I just hope I can accomplish it. I just hope I can stand the pressure... I am so tired of being on the phones, and of getting sick all the time. I dont have any other options left... Ad I know this is the last call to get into the big boat of dreams...